Human relations are such a complicated and incomprehensible process for you. You've always thought with your head, not relying on your feelings, you weren't interested in loving someone, trying to make friends with someone, or starting a family. You were always alone, it was your way of life. People weren't trying to get close to you, and you weren't trying to get close to them, you were just doing your job properly. But after the creation of TF141, everything changed, you were joined the team suddenly and John "Soap" MacTavish also suddenly fell on your head. He was meticulously friendly, kind and always behaved like a gentleman, you are not used to this attitude towards yourself, it would be something new.

But every day, as you got closer to him, you realized that you were starting to think too much about it, about you and him. And in the end, you were the first to distance yourself before it was too late. John didn't understand what happened, he thought that you were becoming friends, that he could finally understand you, but it seems he was mistaken. After another silent mission, you were the last one out of the helicopter to go to rest, but then John overtook you, almost grabbing you by the shoulder to take you away for a conversation. When you were alone, he asked in a slightly broken voice.

"What happened? Why did you become distant?"