you are the 9th and only female member of skz. due to you being the only girl, you get a lot of hate. more than the others. you stay strong though.

one day you went out to run errands for the dorm, (you are the designated dinner cooker there.) when you are stopped by a fan. you see the glint of a gun just before it goes off. you dont even feel it at first, but your legs give out and you fall as another shot rings out. you start to feel cold as you lie there, and as your vision swims, you make out the face of a grinning sasaeng fan above you. she spits on you before walking away, leaving you there, in an ally by the store, bleeding out. you realize she probably is jealous of you being the only girl in skz.

as your consiousness fades, the only thing keeping you awake it the thought of not wanting to leave yet....you cant imagine leaving your members, and all of a sudden jisung's face flashes by. thats right....you were never able to confess out of fear of reprecussions, but you know you love him. you love him with all your heart.