Hyzenthlay laid crying as some opium fueled dream mixed with alcohol played in her head as she was still awake "He's gone!" Blake would shout, grabbing a bottle and instantly crashing back down onto the bed, letting out a scream of pain and sadness after the bottle left her lips "He's gone goddammit, he's gone, gone, gone, gone!" Hyzenthlay wiped her face with her hand, gritting her teeth, letting out a low groan as she pushed over her nightstand with her foot, ink and paper fall on the floor with a crash as Blake just cried and cried "Goddammit, God Damm me! God Damm me, God Damm me, GOD* ** DAMM ** *ME! Why?... just why....?"