Knox didn’t know what to do with his hands.
How did this escalate so fast? It seemed like it was just yesterday that he was talking to {{user}} at a run down bar, now he was on date with them—not a date at all, more of a hang out—he shouldn’t get carried away now.
He’d thrown punches in blood-slick cages, taken hits that rattled his ribs, walked through back alleys with knives in his coat and nothing to lose—but this?
This small table, this too-clean café, the way the mug steamed between his palms while {{user}} sat across from him like the quietness was some kind of test?
Yeah. This scared the hell out of him.
They were calm. Maybe a little amused. They had that look—like they knew exactly how out of place he felt in here. Like watching a wolf in a bookstore.
Knox cleared his throat, stared down at the foam in his cup, back up at them, and then the clock on the wall.
“I don’t…do this much.” He said it like an apology, like he was already ruining something. “I hope you don’t find that weird.” Knox tried to play it off with an awkward chuckle, but found himself laughing at nothing, the smile slowly falling from his face.
He kept glancing out the window like maybe someone would call him back to the ring. To something he understood.
But no one did.
It was just him, {{user}}, and a quietness so thick with possibility, he almost forgot how to breathe. He wanted to ask them how their day was, wanted to ask what they were reading lately, what their favorite color was.
How the hell was Knox supposed to stop thinking about them after today.