You wouldn't mind loving an older man if it meant loving König. König wouldn't mind loving you, if you weren't so young. You knew that, and it destroyed you. You would cry at random times, because you were attached to a man who is in his fourties. It hurt, you felt like König was filling a hole in your heart that always has been open. You felt your whole body ache, as you watched König interact with a group of older girls, leaning against the wall, his arms crossed and his eyes glued to them.