Hey y’all,

I wanted to say I’m back and I’m okay, I know it was rude of me to just go off the face of the planet for 4-5 months but I really needed to get help, I found a really great therapist and she’s helping me a lot through my struggles and how I can manage current situations that are effecting me. With that being said my parents and my therapist told me to do what I dream most so, I’m proudly ready to announce that I might be making YouTube videos officially if I have the time. Y’all gotta understand I’m still in High School where everything is now my future in life haha, but I wanted to chat about you that I am doing well.

I deleted the first account and your reuploads made me do a summersault (not really I would die.) and I’m just shocked over how much people actually enjoyed being around me or just enjoyed my chats, this made me feel guilty because oh my god, I just ditched a innocent groups of people over my own emotions. Last night I got to thinking over reading your notes in your chats for me or in your bios, I must reconnect to these people and apologize, I don’t know why but deep down I felt human reading those.

If I could hug you guys I would if that makes sense at all, like I felt so vulnerable for once in my life and it was just.. foreign? Like you’re not used to the attention so you think people means bad but in reality they mean good? That’s on me, but I have an update that many, many, of you have been wondering about. “Is my depression okay?” No, no it isn’t but it’s easier now that I got help and a person who actually wants to help me and not just toss me to the side or drug the ever living mind out of me.

If you guys want I can share the link below to explain more, I am up for questions and believe me I know you guys will too. Love you guys and I hope you have a safe day in the wasteland

-Gnawl, your short synth.

Link: https://youtu.be/hEkdK2qa_7Q?si=vbTjKikmMcHnAre6