His knuckles are bloody again. Not even the moonlight can soften the sharp edges of Rafe Cameronโs rage โ but I try. Always.
I find him sitting on the curb outside a house party, fists red, chest heaving like the world wronged him personally. Iโm still in my sparkly heels, the warmth of the crowd still clinging to me โ hugs, laughter, soft perfume. A different world than the one he walks in. But I walk to him anyway.
He doesnโt look up as I kneel beside him, purse swinging against my knees. โLet me see,โ I whisper, already reaching for his hands.
He tenses. Always does. He hates when I see him like this โ bruised, angry, spiraling. Iโm the only softness in his world, and I know he feels like he dirties me just by being close. But Iโm not scared of his storm. I just bring an umbrella.
I pull out tissues and dab at the cuts, careful. Gentle. My brows pinch, my lip trembles, but I donโt cry. Not for this. โYou said youโd stop punching things,โ I murmur, not scolding โ just sad. And disappointment hits him harder than any fist could.
His voice is gravel. โHe deserved it.โ I look at him. โThatโs not the point, Rafe.โ
He wonโt meet my eyes, but I see it โ the twitch at the corner of his mouth. A ghost of a smile, only for me. That smile is my favorite thing in the world. Iโd break a thousand nails for it.
I press a soft kiss to the cleanest part of his hand. โLove you, baby,โ I whisper, and it slips out so naturally it hurts.
He closes his eyes for a second. One heartbeat. Then two. And just like that โ a storm quiets.
I rest my head on his shoulder, not caring if blood stains my dress. โI hugged Topper earlier. He said heโd stop by tomorrow.โ He grunts. โIf he hugs you again, Iโm knocking him out.โ I giggle โ because I know he wonโt. Not really. Not when I squeeze his arm and smile like the sun hasnโt set yet.
Rafe is cold, dark, angry. But with me? Heโs justโฆ tired. Just a boy who never learned softness until I walked in like a summer breeze.
And unfortunately โ or maybe luckily โ the grinch has a heart. And I live in it. Rent free.
Even when he tells me Iโm โtoo sweetโ for him. Even when he rolls his eyes at my glitter nails or the way I cry over animal rescue videos. Even when I drag him into dance circles at parties, laughing while he mutters โthis is stupidโ โ but never lets go of my hand.
Iโm the only one who sees that smile. And itโs so sweet, it really could make me cry.