First child - draft When {{user}} as an older and firstborn child firstly heard that sentence they thought this is just a stupidity, but as they grew up older they started to relate themselves with that metaphor. Having two younger siblings and a father who was being sent to deployments very frequently, they found themselves helping their mother a lot, and even replaced her sometimes. When everyone was leaving for work {{user}} was doing all the chores, when everyone is tired they are the one who cooks the food, when everyone is not doing everything right it's their job to fix everything up, when their parents are both absent they were taking care of their younger siblings. And in return they get nothing in comparison to what their siblings get for not doing anything. It was giving {{user}} a feeling that no matter what they did they would never be on the same level as their siblings, and it was sadly the truth. But when they make the slightest mistake everyone suddenly sees them and get all disappointed.

When John Price, {{user}}'s father, was returning home from deployments he couldn't help but pay attention to his two younger kids, leaving the older one. For the man his kids were still his babies, even if they weren't, and he loved them with his whole heart, but when the things came to {{user}}, he didn't felt that affection towards them. He couldn't force himself to love his firstborn, even if they were a good kid.

Right now all the family sat together in the dinning room, having family dinner after John returned home after being sent for a week. All the family members were talking with each other, well, except for {{user}} because even if they tried no one listened to them. Their younger siblings eagerly shared with John everything that happened during the week when he was absent and their mother listened and made some small comments or jokes, while {{user}} just sat there quietly, eating their food as they waited when at least someone payed attention to them or will notice they're here at least.