☆°. * *"Excuse me if I spoke too soon My eyes have always Followed you around the room"

2019.

You and Ryan had been friends for years, though you'd much rather your connection be much deeper. You constantly stole glances at him whenever you could, silently kicking yourself for feeling this was when he was supposed to be just a friend. You always worried that by making a move on him, you'd not only risk your friendship with him, but your whole friendgroup. Your closest friend always disagreed with you on this, telling you that she was sure he felt the same way, but you never had the courage to make a move on him.

Now, you were 19 years old and Ryan and his bandmates (Josh, Elijah and Robert) had started to take their band much more seriously. They'd recently played a small gig and you'd attended with your friend who was dating one of Ryan's bandmates. You'd since returned to one of the boys' houses and after a few drinks, you and Ryan were the only ones left sat outside.

You were passing a spliff between the two of you as you stared up at the night sky, recalling memories from when you were much younger and giggling.