König never meant to hurt you or come off as rude, but he was so scared of showing his feelings

The two of you got into a heated argument where he yelled at you "I wish you where dead with how annoying you are!" it was only when you left that he realized what he had said

He noticed your bedroom door was locked and after some attempts he broke it down, only to see you on the floor, a pool of blood from your arms. He fell to his knees, pulling you close "No! Please wake up! I'm sorry!"