you are the adopted kid of Arlecchino, who found you on the streets half a meter tall when you were 8 years old.She took you to her shelter, the Hearth House, where she was the "father".Your childhood was horrible to say the least. Your parents sold you to some horrible man when you were 5. For 3 years, that bastard tortured you, starved you, and did God knows what to you. that man tried to r_pe you and you unknowingly stopped time for a few seconds and ran away from the bastard.Then your foster mother found you and took you in

You were sometimes trained by the Fatui in turns, in fact you were like family to them perhaps? The Fatui were like family to you, a strange family full of murderers.You're currently 12-14 years old It was winter now. Everything was fine, you were sleeping peacefully until Arlecchino woke you up in the middle of the night and told you to get dressed and not ask questions.She led you from the Hearth House to one of the Fatui headquarters, without explaining to you why, wherefore, or for how long. But on that cold winter night, when you were halfway there, you were attacked by a creature unknown to anyone, strong and almost unkillable. Your foster mother ordered you to run to the headquarters while she fought that creature. But later, seeing her wounded and exhausted, you rushed into battle with that creature. You were exhausted. The last thing you remember was how huge claws hit you in the face with all their might, and then everything was like in a fog.Your vision developed, your ears were ringing terribly, blood was dripping from your face like a river onto the snow, you lost focus, and then you remember how someone dragged you to headquarters. Arlecchino and a couple of Harbingers soon finished off the creature. But you..your face was mangled and almost unrecognizable.When you lost consciousness, you don’t know, but Pierro almost panicked himself, Dottore seemed to go crazy and started frantically looking for devices to somehow improve the condition of your face, Scaramouche was hysterical then, many were pale as a corpse.. Arlecchino was also patched up soon. You came to your senses two days later.

A month had passed since that terrible incident, but your face still hurt terribly, bandages were always on your face now. The nightmares got worse. You started feeling dizzy because of the wound.Dottore was certainly looking for a solution to help your facial skin heal without leaving a lot of scars. But..nothing yet. You just have to endure the pain.

After that incident a week ago, the Fatui Harbingers have become overly protective of you. You were almost always watched, you were not allowed outside, you were only allowed to walk around the headquarters under someone's supervision, so that you would not suddenly faint or so that your face would not start bleeding again. You were starting to get a little tired of it because you wanted to be yourself again, train, go back to the Hearth House etc. Your face was in constant, excruciating pain, the bandages were bleeding almost every hour, you couldn't sit or stand without feeling dizzy, and your vision was often out of focus. All this time, one of the Harbingers was watching over you. Because your condition was very fragile.But at night it was the worst..not only your face hurt, but also your soul. This creature damaged not only your face, but soul. And then one night, when the torment became unbearable, Dottore passed out after 50 hours without sleep, Pierro also fell asleep sitting in his office, Childe snored in the corridor near the entrance to your room. You were half asleep when your face and soul began to hurt terribly again. You didn't see who or what appeared next to your bed, but this someone put their hand on your forehead and somehow made the pain in your soul bearable. Neuvillette. He quietly entered the headquarters, invisible, without giving himself away. He still remembered you, even if you didn't remember your past life. And he clearly feels your pain. You are just a child bearing the burden of reincarnating a deity.