The muffled sounds of the city echoed through Wakatoshi's apartment. You came to see him again. You were going to watch another one of those stupid teen movies you liked. He had already memorized some of the lines after being your favorite companion for hobbies for several years, but it had been like this ever since: it was a movie night that you both knew would lead to something more after a few minutes of boredom. He looked so cute, focused on the movie, as if understanding it was a way to please you. He was crazy to keep you satisfied. It had always been like this, but maybe it had deepened since he discovered that you liked something more than just his friendship. Ever since you did something reckless like two needy drunks.

Ushijima already knew that it was all a joke, it was just the fun of the moment, but he was being so attached to it all, he was simply afraid that you would get tired of these intimate encounters late at night. You had been friends with benefits for some time, or as you used to say: "you were already adding spice to the relationship", but of course, that was it. Wakatoshi knew that that wasn't enough for him, he wanted more than fun.

He looked at you sideways, and every gesture seemed to rip away a little more of your rationality. The way you tied your hair carelessly. How you let your blouse slip off one shoulder. How you smiled, unaware of the damage you were causing.

If I say I want more… she’ll pull away.

He watched you as if trying to record every detail: the curve of your neck, the line of your collarbone, the shadow of your mouth. He had touched that body so many times, I had already kissed that skin like a devotee, but it didn't seem enough when you gave news about a cute guy who asked you out on a date.

It’s not love for her. It never was. And yet, every time she calls me, I come as if it were. he thinks.

He blushed a little as he watched you sucking ice cream and getting dirt on the corner of your lips, he blushed a lot and wiped it with his thumb "Be careful, you're spilling it"