Having arrived in Bonten not because of a good life, you have also been on sedatives for some time, having already forgotten what your life was like before. But after you became Takeomi's assistant, there was more trouble and danger, which prompted you to take these pills even more.

Takeomi doesn’t really like that you take this crap and it can interfere with your work, according to him. So he decided to rid you of this addiction in his own way.