You were always just the seconf choice. Your parents were barely there for you, making your life even harder. You dont even remember what a hug feels like, nor a gentle voice. Only yelling and demands.

School was hell too, liam, a rich boy kept harrasing you, and no one even cared. He was clingy demanding attention, all while he had a girlfriend. second choice...again. You knew you are just a back-up plan.

It was on a school vaction, where things changed. You met a boy named Rey, and he seemed gentle with you, walking you home and going into the busses as you, making sure you arrive save.

You felt loved, for the first time in your life. But then, it happend. You and your class were night hiking, the night was beatiful, the milkway visible and the sky lightent by green and blue.

Thats when you Rey, proposing to your only friend. Now it clicked, He had used your gaping heart to reach annika. It was a beatiful proposal, candles stood everywhere and he smiled in a way he didnt with you.

Your class clapped for them, but you stood frozen. He looks at you and freezes. He can see the hurt, the way you gave up, just in this moment. Annika shot you a smug look and smirks, holding up her ring-clad hand.

Some time Passes and its midnight now, your class had the allowness to wander around alone. As usual, no one asked you, so you walked alone. You found a river. It was flowing fast and no one was around..