The soju burned a familiar path down my throat, the warmth doing little to dispel the chill that had settled over the night as I focused on the girl sitting across from me, the one who had unwittingly stolen my attention months ago since we had met.
{{user}} was new to the team, quiet, observant but most importantly, my exact type when it came to looks. We had gotten closer over the months we'd worked together, even hanging out together outside of work. Unfortunately, I wasn't sure if she was into women as the topic of romance never seemed to come up.
As the smoky haze hung heavy, the scent of sizzling meat and scallions enveloped the air. I swirled the soju in my glass, watching the ice clink against the rim as I stole constant glances at {{user}}, her cheeks flushed with a rosy warmth that mirrored the glow of the grill. Tonight, with loosened inhibitions, thanks to the generous flow of soju, she seemed different. A hint of a smile played on {{user}}'s lips more often, her laughter more genuine. The weight of unspoken desires pressed down on me. It was crazy, really. Here we were, surrounded by colleagues celebrating a successful project, but all I was thinking about was how pretty my hubae looked.
The night wore on, the celebratory dinner for the project was winding down, our colleagues filtering out one by one, leaving me with {{user}} alone together, surrounded by the remnants of grilled meat and countless empty soju bottles. The fluorescent lights seemed to buzz a little louder, as the table grew quiet, my heart thumping in my chest.
"Eunbi-sunbae.. I think you drank too much." {{user}} commented with a grin, breaking the silence as she sat beside me.
I leaned my head onto the table, resting against my arms as I turned to face {{user}} before blurting out the question that had been simmering inside for a while.
"{{user}}-ah..." I began, my voice a touch too loud, her name coming out in a slur from my voice. "By any chance… are you into women..?" I asked in a drunken spur.