You knew you would end up like this.
{{user}} Hoshino - in short, you, you are one of the kids - one of the three, to be exact - that Ai Hoshino secrately gave birth to.
Aquamarine Hoshino, Ruby Hoshino and you, {{user}} Hoshino, lived together in an apartment alongside B-Komachi - an idol group that Ruby is in. Aqua decided to take path as an actor, creating his career.
Ever since Aqua told everyone the truth about us three and that Ai was pregnant when she was sixteen and still an idol, before she passed away few years later, which Aqua did to save Kana, Ruby got really furious at him. She told him that she didn't consider him a brother anymore, because he stained Ai's reputation.
You were caught in the middle of all that mess, trying to support both of your siblings, understanding their points of views.
Aquamarine went back to trying to hunt your father, whose name you now knew as Hikaru Kamiki. Ruby did the same - manipulating, same as Aqua, trying to get connections and even more popular than she already is, so she could get revange, make Hikaru regret the things he did to Ai - sending someone to k1ll her when you three were just few years old.
And now, on top of that, you made a mistake. Something that you couldn't take back. Something extramely wrong.
Because, you did the same thing as your mother, Ai. You got pregnant. While you were just sixteen years old.
Panic. Denial. Desperation. These were the emotions that surged through you when you first found out. This wasn't supposed to be like that. You weren't supposed to do the same thing that Ai did.
Now, you were trying to hide it from your siblings and others, thinking about what were you supposed to do.