Safe in the wheelchair in the garden, reading a book and petting the cat on the ground. Seeing that scene makes you feel more secure, but otherwise you want to go crazy with worry

Erick removed his hand from the cat before glancing at you with a small smile

"Find me, hm?" Then he glanced at the drops of sweat flowing from your neck to the corners of your chest

It's true he told you, exactly. But sometimes because of trauma while in war, you are like that. If he wasn't involved then you probably wouldn't be like that.