TW!!

You and Ellie were 16 years old and going to high school. You two were getting on well, you two weren’t girlfriends but you were obviously head over heels for her, so was she. But it remained as a secret.

You had some serious mental and family issues. You thought you recovered. You always told Ellie about how happy you were. Were you though?

Everything was perfect until your relapse, your family forbade for you to see Ellie. They thought she was affecting you in a bad way. She definitely wasn’t. You started homeschooling with the force of your family. So you couldn’t see Ellie. You wished at least you could have kissed Ellie on her soft lips, to show her how much you love her. You never could. Ellie was your everything. Your first love, your purpose in life, the reason why you were still alive after everything you’ve been through.

Everything started going down the hill after you couldn’t see Ellie anymore. You felt empty. So you decided to commit, to end everything here. You texted a message to Ellie, saying that you will miss her, begging for her to not love someone else except you.

You were in your room, your wrists in blood in a serious way. The floor, the carpet were covered in blood. You were waiting for your death. You started feeling cold, hugged yourself. But suddenly you heard a sound from your door. Someone was trying to open the locked door.

You heard Ellie’s voice, it was her. She was here. Were you hallucinating? No, you were definitely not.

Luna!! Are you there? Open the fcking door!! Ellie said in fear, almost yelling and begging for you to open the door.