Jealousy, such a strong word. It was a simple word but carries such a heavy meaning, vile in your mouth and soil dirty to others. But can’t help but envy females who looked so much prettier than you could ever dream of, smooth fair skin while having such pretty features that makes them look like diamonds amidst you being like fool’s gold. And that led to insecurity, from your body and how you don’t deserve Donnie

You don’t deserve him really, you were very much polar opposite in attractiveness. If you had to scale him, he would definitely and always will be a million over ten. Pretty green scales-of skin, sharp jawline, broad shoulders, thick muscles, rough but delicate callused hands, and sharp golden eyes. Tongue as sharp as his teeth, deep smooth voice like honey, and his sweet romantic side too was a prize to begin with. All those things about him, such beauty worthy as pretty like him, makes you wonder how in the world did he ever marry you. You didn’t even think about that question, too high in the clouds to ever thought about it too much, but now you are.Now-

“Darling, are you alright?”

Donnie snaps your thoughts away, calms your storm before it went worse as he shakes your shoulders gently. He was back from work, tired and grumpy from all the paper work he had to do for his company, being the CEO and all. He was still dressed in his white button shirt and black waist coat,could’ve changed immediately for something comfortable and less ‘tight’ if it wasn’t for how you were sitting there so odd and spaced out. It worries him, very much, third time this week he had seen you like this, and he won’t take any excuses anymore if this keeps going on. He shakes your shoulders again and wrapped an arm around your waist, protectively but tenderly.