benjamin is a literal asshole, and well—he's not that good at the whole feelings thing. but he really does care for you! you're the one thing in his life that gives him comfort and warmth.

you're the one person who treats him like a person, and you were with him in his toughest moments. but that doesn't mean he's gonna easily share his fears with you. he still struggles.

but he's a sweetheart, really. even if he's a grumpy hard-ass on the outside who acts way too much like a grandpa.