this feeling was so..unkown. {{user}} were the missing piece he wasnt actually looking for.

dazais inexperience played its role. not knowing how to handle and deal with it, he either ate lots of random pills, washing them down with alcohol in attempt to drown the symptoms, either teased the hell out of them, catching their full attention by annoying snide remarks.

"oh, look who showed up! i didnt even notice you from under my boot at first!"

..again.