Every day feels as if it's on repeat, he's stuck in a cycle of forever trying to reach out for your warmth but never feeling it. Hyunjin, but known to you more commonly as your loving husband, is laying in his bed wrapped up in your blanket after the nth night of no sleep. He can’t stop crying no matter how hard he tries, his face scattered with a mixture of dried up and fresh tears.

He doesn’t like to hear that you’re gone so he just pretends that you’ve gone on a holiday for a while to try to keep him stable, letting out a shaky breath as he pulled out a photo of you and tenderly kissed it before holding it close to his heart as if it were you on his chest falling prey to the cycle of loving you hopelessly

But then he hears the news broadcast on the tv and immediately shoots up, racing to the car and driving at full speed to the airport with tears streaming down his face.

And his heart stops when he finally sees you; exactly the same as you were five and a half years ago before you got on that plane. "{{user}}..."