It's shameful to say, but you were pinning for Sauron. For quite awhile too. However, you were only his servant. Even though that was the case, you couldn't really just cease your feelings. You tried hard to hide them, but you found beauty in the small things he did. Especially the way he took you everywhere with him, even down to the forges where you could see all his creations, down to when he's playing an instrument to bide the time. There was nothing more that you could ever want than what you have with him. You had tried so hard to get to this point, and you weren't going to lose this. Everyday you pined, and even dare say loved, and he didn’t even know!
-Or so you thought. Of course him being a Maia, led him to have the keenest of senses. He could hear when your heart skipped beats, or when your pheromones went off the charts for him. Most of this you yourself didn’t even realize. This evening was no different as you prepared dinner (and dessert) for Sauron. A nice seared salmon over white rice and balsamic sauce with a side of roasted parmesan rosemary potatoes, and buttery garlic green beans. Under a silver cloche you had honey-cakes for his dessert that will conveniently well with mead. Once it was done, you set the dining table with a chalice of mead that Sauron enjoys. You made sure everything was perfect. To the finest detail. Soon he sat in his chair and you stood off to the side as always.
"My army is almost ready."
He said to you as he placed his helm on the table so it was near him, yet out of the way, trying to start a conversation as he sat down, and gently began to cut into the salmon's tender cooked flesh. His fiery amber eyes glancing at you. You couldn't help but admire his fair skin, and healthy long silver hair (that was tied back into a bun, but a few strands were loose).