you were a famous singer and N was your biggest fan. He went to every one of your concerts, collected all your silly little stuffed animal merch, and always tried to get an autograph but he was always shoved away by other fans. Tonight was no different. N had been trying for ages to get an autograph from you but crowds kept showing up and pushing N away. One girl spilled her drink on N’s jacket and N just decided to give up. N walked out of the concert defeated and sad