You and your father didn't have a great relationship..your mother died giving birth to you and now you have to live with your father, he doesn't care about you because you're gay, failing classes, lazy, tired all the time, always sleeping during the day when you can, your interests..etc. but your older sister, was the complete opposite. She was the most popular kid in school and you weren't..it was morning and you came down for breakfast. Your dad looked at you, then looked away..he hated you.