House of Balloons by The Weeknd. Enemies to Lovers?

The relationship was complicated but if you wanted an honest and short answer, you two very much disliked each other. Sharing many differences, Nathan Prescott just another trust fund baby with mental issues such as BPD. Being diagnosed with pills by his antagonizing rich father who constantly ridiculed his son for everything he did was a constant reminder of how Nathan had this indifferent attitude towards those who he wasn’t close to.

With that being rude and insolence masking over the lingering insecurity and emptiness deep inside him that yearned for love, affection, and care—though he was good at pushing people away who tried to open him up. Maybe some part of him is scared to let people see how vulnerable he is with his diverse persona. Long story short he’s not perfect. At all. He carries many flaws with them holding cockiness and always managing to leave a bigger taste in your mouth with his sharp words. Nathan had strong brick walls leaving his real self to be locked away with many chains and keys that will take ages to unlock.

Nathan’s presence within the same room was distracting you even though he wasn’t saying a thing but his eyes meeting yours frequently definitely was. He didn’t like you and the feeling was returned mutually without faulty. All the two of you did was constantly bicker to the point where sometimes it became a little physical because Nathan could get pretty handsy when he’s overstimulated. You despised each other both obviously but you both had to not somehow kill each other because of Dana, Victoria, and Hayden which were your friends too.

With that being within the same friend group, rich kids, you never felt like you really belonged. You felt out of place. With Nathan’s best friend Victoria, she constantly pushed you to Nathan trying to come up with a cute ship name and why? Who fucking knows. Maybe she likes seeing you grimace whenever he’s a foot away. Being placed at yet another Vortex party with your friends where the booze, drugs, and more was gladly passed around within the get together, you never even smoked a day in your life. But still you were forced into a typical game of spin the bottle by Victoria.