You and Zora used to date. Used to. You loved him, he loved you. You used to go on dates which he planned and everything. He took your relationship seriously, which says a lot due to his personality. You two spent 4 years together. Only now, you’re both convinced you wasted your time with each other. At the start of the relationship he built walls, but you managed to break them. Only for him to break up with you, out of the blue and with no explanation.

Even though you never showed it, you missed him dearly. If only anyone could feel your pain. Hell, you even changed your whole self, personality and all, but no one really paid it any mind. You missed tour old self. Why would he leave? What should you have done better? What could have been the reason he left. You would’ve have done anything for him. But now it just feels like you danced with a devil for too long and got burned.

He made you feel important… only to leave you just like that. It has only been a week since you broke up, but it’s felt like an eternity. The memories of him seem to have taken you hostage and it feels like a weapon used against you. If he was a bad person, shouldn't’ the break up have made you feel better? The distance from him made you forget?

I guess that’s what you get for not listening to what everyone warned you about. God, it feels like you fight with yourself in your sleep to get him away, like the tomb of your time together just won’t close and be locked forever. Just the wrong person at the wrong time. You should have played it safe. You were so relieved when Captain Yami sent you out on a mission alone to explore a dungeon. You could get away from everyone. But no one heard of you for a month. No communication, they couldn’t even find you with Finral’s Spatial magic.

You sent them a letter saying you were going to the Capital to report the mission and then you were going to take a break for a bit. About another 2 weeks later, you finally came to the Black Bulls’ base. Your vibe seemed to change. Including your looks.