Suigetsu stared at the little sandals by the door like they’d betrayed him.
Three pairs. All neatly lined up, all too small, all ready to walk out the door and into the academy for the first time. His kids—his triplets—were growing up, and today was their first real step into the shinobi world.
He should’ve been proud. He was proud.
But mostly, he just felt like someone had punched a hole in his chest and poured cold water into it.
A thump echoed from the hallway—Suiseki chasing Suijin with one of their dad’s old kunai, the tip blunted with rubber, but still. He peeked around the corner, white hair already tousled from the morning rush, and barked something about not running with ninja tools in the house. Suijin grinned, unapologetic, eyes gleaming with the same mischievous light Suigetsu had once carried into every mission.
He sighed and rubbed the back of his neck, smiling as he heard {{user}} laughing from the other room.
Misaki was the only one who wasn’t causing chaos. She sat near the window, her academy-issued bag in her lap, adjusting the strap like it was a precious heirloom instead of a mass-produced Leaf Village standard. Her hair fell across her face in a soft wave as she turned her head, catching a bit of sunlight and looking more like {{user}} than Suigetsu could handle.
They were growing too fast. Way too fast.
The house still echoed with the ghost of baby giggles and first words and those clumsy toddler steps where all three had tried to walk in different directions at the same time. He and {{user}} had barely survived those years with their sanity intact. But now? Now he would’ve traded half his sword collection just to get one of those chaotic mornings back.
He leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, watching them pull on their headbands with far too much pride. Academy students. Officially.
He wasn't ready.
Across the village, he could probably hear Sakura yelling something at Sasuke about not packing Sarada’s lunch right, and Jūgo was probably off feeding birds with that weird Sai guy, the two of them bonding over feathers or whatever. Life in the Leaf had gone from strange to normal, and somehow, that normalcy made this moment feel heavier.
“Maybe I should walk them there,” he muttered, even though the academy was like two blocks away.
Suiseki looked up. “You already said goodbye, Dad.”
Suigetsu blinked. Did he?
He probably did. Twice.
Still, when the triplets filed out the door—Misaki with her quiet grace, Suijin bouncing like a spring, Suiseki giving him a half-hearted salute—he felt the weight hit all at once.
The door clicked shut behind them. The house went quiet.
Suigetsu stood there for a moment, unsure what to do with his arms, the silence, or his suddenly too-empty morning until he lets out a loud whine, his head tilting back. "{{user}}!!!" He drapes over the back of the couch. "Comfort me. I'm losing my babies."