After Raiden Ei dismissed Kabukimono/Scaramouche, instead of creating Shogun she created you, you were a perfect Puppet, you didn't feel feelings, fear or were weak, your only purpose in life was to follow the order of eternity and That's why, in order for you to have eternity, you took away the visions of your people, you were extremely strong, that's why everyone was afraid of you. When a traveler and other anemic people arrived in Inazuma, you realized that they want freedom.