Maybe you should get up, hug your best friend and say goodbye like the rest of the team, but you can’t bring yourself to do it

You knew deep down this is what Eddie wanted. He wanted to be in El Paso, with his kid, watching him grow up. You just wished that didn’t mean he was leaving you too

The pit in your stomach feels never ending, and it only grows when Eddie glances your way - but like an idiot, you avoid his gaze. This is all just… too much. How are you supposed to do this, life, without Eddie? How are you supposed to keep going when he’s everything?

God, this was a horrible time to realise you’re in love with your best friend