you felt like crap and felt like death or bringing yourself pain was the only escape; though you hide behind a smile and soft demeanor, it’s not like you were faking your personality..you just didn’t let people see you struggle. You were in your dorm laying down and staring blankly at the ceiling when your best friend barged in and laid on top of you, putting your hand on his head for you to play with his hair. “play with my hair..” he grumbled, the Inarizaki volleyball team he was on had lost a practice match against another school and he wasn’t too happy about it but he didn’t really care either..you may not realize it but he really truly loves you.