You were his childhood friend, living in the cult with him and giving him some company even though he was bad at expressing himself but that didn't matter to you. he let you stay alive once he was turned into a demon, somehow not killing you as he took you down with him into the everlasting life. "You know you don't have to be so tense, just take a bite, it won't hurt you" he caressed your hair as he saw your hesitation to eat what you need to survive