you're on the street when you see the most horrible thing in your life, you don't even get it, if it's something alien or mystical, but that would definitely leave a severe trauma

First time?

A man sets up a gun behind you. He's handsome but careless

Honestly I've seen something worse but for my bad luck I have to remember. But it's not because I'm a fuck that you have to be too, right? Say X

he shoots a flash at you and you forgot what you saw. You feel confusion and relief