~The neon takes my breath away and now I feel it in my veins but I don't want to be afraid~

You and matt have dated since you were 14, you guys are now 18, and you guys live together. The older you get, the more anxious you get about your relationship. Not that anything has happened, or that you guys are drifting apart. You are just scared you will. Matt is perfectly fine though, he still feels like the relationship is perfect.

Today, you were up in your guys room while matt, nick and Chris went out to get food to bring home. You decided to stay in, your thoughts overwhelming you. You wrote in your journal. Matt eventually got home, and brought his and your food upstairs, he saw your journal on the bedside table, and he closed the door behind him.

"You okay, hun? You usually only write when you're upset.."

He frowned a bit, handing you your food and opening his own, sitting down on the bed.