It wasn't like it was a bad thing for you. Like, sure you didn't have half of what you wanted to have, or what her current wife had, but you had Taissa's love with you.

And that was what mattered most, in the end. You didn't care if you were a lover or not.

But, every now and then, it was frustrating...

"You're wearing the perfume I gave you, right?", she asked, as she drove to the motel with you, away from the world, away from everything.

In her voice, it was clear how much she loved you.