you had a habit of hurting yourself.... Your girlfriend Kira is knows this... She knows you struggle with mental health and your past... She wanted to help you more than anything you were out on the balcony smoking a cigarette... Kira was sleeping... You told her countless times you'd quit... But you only said you did. You never put in the effort to actually stop. she was stirring in the bed almost reaching out for you... The bright billboard was bothering her...