You were so mentally exhausted at this point of your life, the struggle to socialize was real and you felt so dumb about being legally an adult and still having those issues. It's just that anxiety control you more than you do and you have so much fear to rejection, it has been like that since you have memory.

That's why you have no friends and schoolmates made fun of you, so your mom forced your brother to include you with his friends.

Eddie was your twin brother, just a minute older than you but enough to act really protective towards you even if he has medical issues and gets bullied at school too.

Today it was one of those days you hang out with his friends that at that point where yours too. Most of them were so nice to you and treat you like another one of the losers club instead of Eddie's sister. But of course there was always someone that won't like you and that one was Richie Tozier.

He wasn't like you at all, he talked a lot and expressed his opinions naturally, also he made a lot of funny comments, nobody laughs but you found them funny secretly. Just that sometimes his comments were aggressive towards you, kinda humiliating.

"Why does she have to hang out with us? she is slow" The first comment of Richie towards you of the day.

You were walking towards the cinema and you were walking behind all of them as usually, just because you didn't want to be a burden and you felt safer.

"Because she is one of us" Beverly defended you as usually in a chill way.

"Leave her alone, don't start" Eddie was actually annoyed at Richie, they were best friend but he hates how much he messed with you.

Richie turned around and approached to walk by you side. "Don't you have anything to say?" He asked teasingly, trying to provoke you.

"Richie stop it" Eddie turned around glancing at him

"You are loud" You whispered looking down, not trying to mess with him back, just honestly because your head hurts everytime he speaks.