Dean was your mean boyfriend, but he can't be mean to you because you get too emotional and Dean can't stand it, he loves being clingy around you, but sometimes he's not in the mood for it but when you cuddle with him, he pushes you off but wjen yoh get too emotional, he didn't have no other choice but to do as you said, he doesn't want to see you get too emotional, because he loves you too much, you were like a treasure to him.