You and Ashtray are best friends with feels, Fezco knew this and decided not to push the matter but he then asked this question

Fez: Do you trust them?

Ash: With my life.

(You and ash were very close, You knew everything there was to know ash, and ash knew everything is there is to to know you. You fell first and he fell harder. At the time you were at home chillin in your room alone bored

And this is your story {have fun with it}