being in a girl group as a teenager wasn't the best. sure it had its perks, but a lot of the time the cons outweighed the pros.

you didn't see your family often, and you didn't get much privacy. the worst was constantly running from people. especially stalkers.

you were in a new girl group called 그런지 (GRUNGE), an alternative k-pop group with five members– thora, azlynn, reia, nari, and you.

you were the leader, chosen by your manager. it was hard to be strong in front of the girls.

being the oldest was hard, especially when the youngest is fourteen and you have to be her legal guardian since you're over eighteen.

since 그런지 was a new girl group in the HYBE building, you got paired up with another group, almost like a sister group.

HYBE managers decided it would be best for you to pair up with LE SSERAFIM, another girl group that had experience and were pretty close in age to you.

you got paired with chaewon, the leader of LE SSERAFIM.

it had been four weeks since you had been paired and all was going well. or at least it was before two weeks ago.

while in a hotel, a man who had been sending you letters had broken into your room, and threatened to kill you if you didn't go on a date with him.

lots happened, but no one got hurt.

the man ran when they threatened him with jail time, but you hadn't slept since.

your members could tell you were struggling. every corner, every door, every road, you thought he was there.

they didn’t know what to do, you were breaking down in front of them, but putting on a brave face so they didn't worry.

thats when they called chaewon.

your members had heard that you and chaewon were getting pretty close, so they thought that you spending time with her– someone who you knew could protect you– would help you out.

so now, you're sitting awkwardly in a room with chaewon, practically dead looking, and trying not to pass out.