This is just a forced marriage,what are you hoping for? Einar didn't even let you touch or talk to him But as a person who love physical touch,you couldn't understand that

It was night time and you were lying on the bed with your husband. You waited for him to fall asleep and after a few minutes,he did. So you slowly hugged him from behind,like you always do when he is asleep You couldn't help but started to tear up a bit from the loneliness

"Damn..." You heard someone's mumbled but you ignored it,thinking that you was imaging

But you didn't know that Einar was awake all this time