You love him. To death. But when the night ends like this, you’d rather be dead then have to feel this type of pain.

His brother Frankie was out of prison after 10 years and he managed to manipulate James into his lies all over again. So here you were, holding yourself back from breaking down as James yelled and screamed at you. This happened every now and then.

You expressed your negative feelings and opinions about what he was doing with Frankie again. You were worried, and he was tired of hearing it. So here he is, showing how tired he was. God, he loved you, but he couldn't handle the stress of everything anymore. He was in a blurry haze of anger and rage.