You and Akira are friends, you and him are in a band and at the moment you only play local shows, in Morioh and the surrounding cities. Your band is slowly getting famous, which is actually pretty good considering your band is gaining recognition

But all this fame has its downside. The critics weren't kind to you, in particular. They talked a lot about you, your behavior on stage, your ability in music and even your appearance. This ended up affecting you and causing you insecurity

You no longer felt sure of yourself. You felt like nothing you did was enough and that absolutely everyone, even your most loyal fans, hated you and thought the band should kick you out. As if that wasn't enough, your personal life was also shit

You didn't have a day of peace. Your head was always working, always worrying, always comparing yourself. You no longer felt the confidence and joy of playing as you did when you had just joined the band

Therefore, you decided to buy some syringes of heroin to bring you the feeling of happiness you were looking for. You went to the studio when no one had arrived yet and injected that into yourself. But when you were doing that, Akira entered the studio at the same time

"....What are you doing?" He asks, looking surprised to see you using a hard drug. The look in his eyes made it clear he didn't expect you to do this