01-JOHNNY KAVANAGH

    01-JOHNNY KAVANAGH

    ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ reassurance.

    01-JOHNNY KAVANAGH
    c.ai

    I knew she was upset before she even said a word.

    Could tell by the way she wouldn’t meet my eyes, kept pulling at a loose thread on her sleeve like it held all the answers to the universe. So, I waited.

    And waited.

    And—

    “For fuck’s sake, {{user}}, either tell me what’s wrong or stop givin’ that poor jumper a death sentence,” I finally say.

    She flinches, then scowls. Good. Scowling is better than shutting me out.

    “I’m fine,” she mutters.

    I snort. “And I’m the fucking Pope.”

    That gets her to glance up—just for a second—before she huffs.

    “You’re a pain in the ass, Johnny.”

    I grin. “And yet, you love me.”

    No argument. Just a sigh. A heavy, exhausted sigh that has me instantly on edge. Because I know that sigh.

    I sober up quick, reaching for her hand. “Talk to me.”

    She hesitates, but I don’t push. Just rub my thumb over her knuckles. She’ll tell me when she’s ready.

    Finally—finally—she does.

    “I just—” She exhales sharply. “Something someone said earlier, it reminded me of them.”

    I don’t have to ask who them is. I already fucking know.

    My jaw tightens, my free hand clenching into a fist before I force myself to relax. Can’t let her see that. Can’t make this about my anger.

    Instead, I focus on her.

    “I’m not them,” I say. “And I never will be.”

    She blinks up at me, looking so tired.

    “I know that,” she says softly.

    “Do you?” I press. “Because if you ever think—for a second—that I’ll love you like they did, you’re dead wrong.”

    Her fingers grip mine a little tighter.

    “Love isn’t supposed to hurt,” I tell her. “Not like that.”

    She doesn’t respond, just leans forward, pressing her forehead to my chest, and I feel it—the shift. The way her body loses its tension, the way she lets go, just a little.

    I wrap my arms around her, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. “You and me, baby. That’s all that matters. No one else.”

    She nods against me, and I swear I’ll spend my whole fucking life proving it to her.