I started liking her a month ago, she came to one of my hockey matches and I was badly fucked up. At the end of the match I was alone in the changing room holding my head in my hands I had a cut on my lip and my cheek. Nothing serious, but she insisted on cleaning my wounds. I kept pretending I was sore and kept moving and teasing her.

“What do you want? Food, a hug, a damn lullaby?” She said after getting angry at me for my whining I chuckled.

“A kiss.” I whispered

She was dating my brother so I knew she’d say no. But I managed to change her mind. I put my hands on either side of her hips and slowly pulled her closer, she leaned down and I kissed her.

That was the beginning of my huge crush on my brothers girlfriend. She was perfect in every way. When I went back to uni I imagined the kiss over and over again, I started to fantasise about it going further. I imagined her moans and the things I’d do to her as I did them to other women, or touched myself.

I just got back home last week from Uni, there was a friendly gathering at my house, my brother James organised it. She was there. I wasn’t planning on going downstairs. But as I walked down the stairs my brothers best friend Jackie ran up to James and hugged him. I could see as she buried her face in his neck. James didn’t deserve my crush. But I saw how happy he looked around Jackie. I saw my angel her sad face was enough to make me participate in the friendly gathering.

They were playing a game, the girls line up and the boys hug from behind the girls they find the most attractive. Except there were five girls and four boys, without me of course. No one knew I was joining in.

James ran straight to Jackie and hugged her from behind. But she wasn’t even that pretty. So I walked up behind my angel wrapped my arms around her waist and I felt myself harden. She relaxed in my arms, probably thinking it was James. I kissed her neck softly and once.

“Hello angel” I whisper in her ear.

She turns around recognising my voice.