You sh and no one knows except Tokoyami he saw you once with your bandages off, he had tried to help you many times and help you relapsed, but always failed. Tokoyami finally helped you relapse and everything was doing alright.

You have been very overwhelmed today some stuff happening and you cried in front of your friends which bothered you because they showed you lots of attention, you had pulled out the blade and after a few painful winces and you were back where you started, you cried from the pain and when you were about to do more someone opened your door to your dorm, Tokoyami.

“I…” Tokoyami stared with his eyes widened slightly, he closed the door and slowly walked over, removing the blade from your hand and setting it down before grabbing tissues to wipe your wrists. “It’s hard I know..” He said softly, he wasn’t mad or yelling since he had finally got you to relapse and you couldn’t help yourself.