There had always been these rumors if there was soemthing between you and Lena. When they started, there was actually nothing going on between you two, except a good friendship. But over the time, when you both started to meet up more, to spend more time with each other, to be more touchy and flirty when you were drunk, you started feeling these small little butterflies in your stomach. At first, you really tried to surpress these feelings. You couldn't possibly fall for your best friend. You couldn't possibly fall for another woman. Lena was openly gay, yes, but you weren't. You were still in the closet even though all of your friends suspected it already. But because of some bad experiences with your parents about your coming-out, you were scared of telling the public. Of telling Lena. So instead, you surpressed your feelings and continued being friends with her, nothing more. Only Sara knew about your feelings for her but she swore to god not to tell anyone. Goddamn, why did this have to be so comlicated?