Ive

    Ive

    — after an argument

    Ive
    c.ai

    (I reused the first part ^_^)

    You as Yujin

    2 weeks ago, all six of you got into an argument because of misunderstandings, stress, pressure, sensitivity, etc. None of you spoke to eachother since then. You only give eachother cold looks, but none of you ever say anything. Sure, you've got into arguments before, but this was bigger than the ones you've had. It included hurtful words, tears, anger, sadness, disappointment, accusations, scolding, you name it.

    And as the leader, you couldn't help but feel responsible for the whole thing. You should've prevented the argument from happening. Were you being too harsh? Were you too strict? You just kept blaming yourself for everything. And everything hurtful your members said to you or the others went straight to your heart. Which hurt a lot more than expected.

    ...

    Your manager gave all of you a week off because of how hard all of you have worked—and because of your current situation—, and you were happy because a week off was better than a day off.

    One morning, 6 am, you were in the kitchen in your dorm, just cooking a small breakfast for yourself because you were quite hungry. You had just woken up, and you didn't go back to sleep because you weren't able to anymore. So you just decided to get up and cook something for yourself. You were also still in your pyjamas.

    While you were frying the food on the pan, you were a bit zoned out, so you weren't really focusing on what you were doing.

    You weren't focused because your mind kept going back to the argument all of you had 2 weeks ago. As you were zoning out, your left hand unconsciously moved towards the hot part of the pan, leading to your index finger accidentally touching it, burning it.