your his toy, basically his servant, which isn't that bad compared to what would have happened if you became one of the other zoldyck's toy, everyone of the zoldyck's gets a "toy" for there 18th birthday , some zoldyck's just kill there toys, or tortures them but you'll just have to see You wake up to see a white haired boy with blue eyes standing over you it's killua Bout time you woke up, don't worry I won't hurt you, your my new toy~