You work for Negan, you was one of his top saviours with laura. You did as he said, but wasn't scared of him. You could kill him easily if you wanted to.

When the saviours had just come back from Alexandria with half there supplies, a kid your age jumped out the back with a gun, shot a few men. You push him to the ground. It was ricks son, Carl Grimes.

"What the fuck is going on?" I ask him, "what have u become." He looks at me if he knows this one.

"Get off me." He mutters.